him

this face is the face i want to see everyday, every morning.

too much to do, too little time!

This day was filled with cooking, baking, screaming, and all the joys of life!
The Dare is such a cute phone I realized, especially the draw thing.
Which is how I get these cute artsy messages from the boyfriend(:

So morning was extremely hectic, especially having woken up at eight after sleeping a few hours. Made a quick breakfast for the mom&cousin. French toast and fresh mozz cheese&tomato omelette with orange juice. Too much of a hurry to take pictures unfortunately =/ Made French toast with the left over whole wheat french bread from the night i made capresse salad without the balsamic sauce w/jess. Worked out nicely since the bread was a bit stale, so all the egg, milk&vanilla was absorbed quickly and such.

Next made some simple pb&j toasts for sister&her friend. Used the same bread, the left over wheat!


I'm seriously falling in love with making, baking, cooking the little knick nack snacks(=



This recipe needs to be tweaked still a bit, so will go back into this next time.
Then made some scratch peanut butter chocolate chip cookies! They didn't come out as expected and picture was taken with phone(=





Then received some flowers from the boyfriend! (=
Thank you, the purple carnations and the other bouquet you sent are making the house a bit more lively. Along with the rosebushes that are growing, it seriously feels like spring!







Oh my gosh oh my gosh! I've been horrrrribly obsessed with finding new recipes for desserts and new crafts.
1. I am going to make my dang pops. People lucky enough to have some will be amazed for their amazing looks&taste, just know it.
2. I want one of them nice Nikon camera ish. But I'm always forgetting my digital camera which works perfectly, just never taking the pictures T___T Thinking about that later.
3. Come to mama you beautiful Kitchen Aid! I want this soooo badly it's ridiculous. I've been looking at it for years just passing by cos it gets pricey, but I'm dead set on getting this THIS year! I swear! It's beautiful.
4. I need a new summer job in LA, not excited for job hunting. I want that kitchen aid and i have to pay $333 for tickets on my car T___T
5. photoshoot yay

patience young rabbity, patience

i don't have patience.
i get restless and end up saying no me gusta!
yes yes tis i.

so this is what my life is like on a daily run

i wake up at 3am, say good morning to the boyfriend(=


then wake up @12pm then say hello to the retard&get ready for work







i go work. and here are the two beauties i see. the little pig nose piglet grace and rat faced rachelle along with two psychotic cutie boys named issac and kamron.
they think its funny to make me mad. grace can't write her y's after writing three pages with me and furthermore she can't trace the letters.
then i get bombarded with even more cute kids.... not.
then i go tutor!



i deal with the student i'm tutoring, and every family member. she's one, she likes to screech and scream when she can't get what i want.


i understand why women decide to get their tubes tied.

phoenix

maybe life isn't as ugly or beautiful as we perceive or glorify it to be
neither are the individuals inhabiting it.

the closer i am to realizing who i am
i realize i put of the image i portray myself to be
it might be me
but then again it might not.

people think and believe
what they want
sometimes they let their mind play games

either way
doesn't stop my endless soul searching

que haces ahora?

suddenly i have nothing to write.
yet at the same time there is so much.
currently i'm reading three-four books all at random moments.
but East of Eden by John Steinbeck's caught my devilish interest.
Marrying Up is pretty good as well, i probably got to the first chapter, lol.
And yes I do judge my books by their cover many times.
Or by what he said she said.

Anyway.
I'm super excited cause I've finally heard from my future(:
I'm still stick in between a rock and a hard place, but all will work out well I'm sure.
Leaning more towards going to Colorado though.
Free ride! And living alone(:

I have a ridiculous fear of the dark I realized.
Especially about getting butt-raped.
I'm completely serious, it's the biggest fear for some time now.
It's weird, but at the same time completely reasonable.
I mean if u get robbed, killed, stabbed, shot it goes away after time.
BUT if u get butt-raped.
What the hell...?!
Vividly disturbingly disgusting yes.

I'm fixated on doing my nails.
Currently they're red tipped.
A day ago they were glittery pink.
The day before they were bubblegum.
Before that They were yellow with yellow middle fingers.
Yes.
They're pretty damn sexy.

My vocabulary sucks.
I need to take more pictures.
Excite my life with some new education, adventure, something.

KK back to cleaning my room now!