Day 1

morning: Jog to Safeway, walk back approx. 20 minutes.

woogieboogie

yesterday i saw the girl from charmed, shannen doherty drivin to malibu!
charmed used to be my sister&my favorite show on tv. from they're action to their spells (i used to try and write down the spells to cast it out on people) but they never worked.
I've seen Alyssa Milano. Both were honestly as pretty in real life as on tv. Alyssa Milano even has that same extremely girly voice.

Shop pain)=
Recession is hittin the small folks)= tutorin used to make me some ez, spend money but after the whole recession momma's be cancellin&therefore causin' a hurtin in my wallet)= I was able to buy a pair of nikes for the sis and they are sooo cute! and got my nails&toes done. HAPPINESS, but broke my nail after a day...

oh and i was able to snag this cute little purple toe ring(= i love toe rings. i am too lazy to upload the nails, so will do after i get them fixed.

bowling
IS SOOOO FUN. i never realized how fun it was until recently. neon bowling is even better!

hehe

hehe(=

him

this face is the face i want to see everyday, every morning.

too much to do, too little time!

This day was filled with cooking, baking, screaming, and all the joys of life!
The Dare is such a cute phone I realized, especially the draw thing.
Which is how I get these cute artsy messages from the boyfriend(:

So morning was extremely hectic, especially having woken up at eight after sleeping a few hours. Made a quick breakfast for the mom&cousin. French toast and fresh mozz cheese&tomato omelette with orange juice. Too much of a hurry to take pictures unfortunately =/ Made French toast with the left over whole wheat french bread from the night i made capresse salad without the balsamic sauce w/jess. Worked out nicely since the bread was a bit stale, so all the egg, milk&vanilla was absorbed quickly and such.

Next made some simple pb&j toasts for sister&her friend. Used the same bread, the left over wheat!


I'm seriously falling in love with making, baking, cooking the little knick nack snacks(=



This recipe needs to be tweaked still a bit, so will go back into this next time.
Then made some scratch peanut butter chocolate chip cookies! They didn't come out as expected and picture was taken with phone(=





Then received some flowers from the boyfriend! (=
Thank you, the purple carnations and the other bouquet you sent are making the house a bit more lively. Along with the rosebushes that are growing, it seriously feels like spring!







Oh my gosh oh my gosh! I've been horrrrribly obsessed with finding new recipes for desserts and new crafts.
1. I am going to make my dang pops. People lucky enough to have some will be amazed for their amazing looks&taste, just know it.
2. I want one of them nice Nikon camera ish. But I'm always forgetting my digital camera which works perfectly, just never taking the pictures T___T Thinking about that later.
3. Come to mama you beautiful Kitchen Aid! I want this soooo badly it's ridiculous. I've been looking at it for years just passing by cos it gets pricey, but I'm dead set on getting this THIS year! I swear! It's beautiful.
4. I need a new summer job in LA, not excited for job hunting. I want that kitchen aid and i have to pay $333 for tickets on my car T___T
5. photoshoot yay

patience young rabbity, patience

i don't have patience.
i get restless and end up saying no me gusta!
yes yes tis i.

so this is what my life is like on a daily run

i wake up at 3am, say good morning to the boyfriend(=


then wake up @12pm then say hello to the retard&get ready for work







i go work. and here are the two beauties i see. the little pig nose piglet grace and rat faced rachelle along with two psychotic cutie boys named issac and kamron.
they think its funny to make me mad. grace can't write her y's after writing three pages with me and furthermore she can't trace the letters.
then i get bombarded with even more cute kids.... not.
then i go tutor!



i deal with the student i'm tutoring, and every family member. she's one, she likes to screech and scream when she can't get what i want.


i understand why women decide to get their tubes tied.

phoenix

maybe life isn't as ugly or beautiful as we perceive or glorify it to be
neither are the individuals inhabiting it.

the closer i am to realizing who i am
i realize i put of the image i portray myself to be
it might be me
but then again it might not.

people think and believe
what they want
sometimes they let their mind play games

either way
doesn't stop my endless soul searching